Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i dunno what to write...

therefore, i am gonna simply scribble a few things that have been happening in the last 1 week.

-I have decided to give GP training a serious consideration. Of course i don't have to make any decision now because I still have 2 more years before i can go into any vocational training. who knows, if it is really God's calling for me to be a GP then He will make it become my desire sooner or later...wait and see...but...still very hard to imagine wong siew wai sitting in the same GP office the whole day for years and years...

- God MIGHT have given me the gift of celibacy. I said 'MIGHT have' ,it means yet to be confirmed, i dunno whether it is really from God or what. In my human understanding, if I am gonna do all those things that God has called me to, I really can't see how I can ever be in a marriage. I dunno...lets see.

- Recently I've been trying to re-establish friendships with my non-Christian friends. I've given up all my time for OCF in the past one year. To be the salt of the world I really need to be more active in reaching out to my friends.

- Therefore I went to a doctors' ball last week, and joined some dinner outings with friends...wearing the very gorgeous evening dress sitting there socialising with my 'new' friends made me feel it was so not me, I recall the old siew wai liked this kind of events. I don't like it now. But I do know I have to hang out more with them instead of my Christian friends alone.

- I am back to Lyell McEwin Hospital for my final rotation before graduation. I am gonna work here next year. So funny, now I hang around the hospital with the medical student tag, in only 2 months I will walk down the same corridor wearing Dr. Wong Siew Wai's name tag. Too hard for me to imagine now.

- I am enjoying this rotation because I am in Joanne's team. She left OCF before I came, I have heard a lot about her but had no opportunity to know her well. God put two of us together now, we basically will see each other from A.M to P.M, Monday to Friday for 4 weeks. We have coffee and lunch together everyday. What an experience to be able to talk about God at work! I feel refreshed everyday. and SHE IS NOT AS BOSSY AS MOST PPL THINK ! hehe

- and finally, yeah i really look forward to going home!!!!!!!! yay yay :D
mom is quite desperate that she wanted me to hop onto the plane right after I finish my last day in the hospital. I guess I'll go extra mile for her, I won't even go to the hospital on the last day hehe...I wanna see my family desperately, and it justifies my behaviour :)

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey there again,
Dont you think friends should exempted of religion, meaning doesnt friends know no religion but a relationship that last you a lifetime. I believe so. I reckon you should rekindle that relationship with your non-christian friends again, so that you can see the world outside of your Christian way of life to make it better, in fact you will be a better person.
Hope you dont take this as a fight against your beliefs but as an eye opener to your world.

I will change my nick from Ink-Your-Bust to

NightSky

siew wai said...

Night Sky, I appreciate your suggestion, thats what i have been learning to do. very often it is not that i don't want to hang out with them, but due to other commitments, i hardly have the time and chance to do it now. anyway, i will try, of course. and thanks for ur advice, good one :)

siew wai - your friend

Anonymous said...

dear siew wai,
Youre welcome. i am not all that bad:-) anyways take care.

NightSky

siew wai said...

nightsky,
i am very tired physically, i wanted to respond to all the cooments posted by u and my friends but i have not sit down properly to do so. therefore i can only leave a personal note to u here. hope u see it. i really appreciate ur coming to my blog daily. it is kinda fun reading all the comments written by those who love me in response to what u said.
keep in touch. and i m not gonna argue with u. also wanna let u know, i actually prayed for u, i also prayed that we might be good friends..anyway..too tired now. c ya

- your friend-

Anonymous said...

thanks gal.

NightSky

siew wai said...

nightsky

another person confronted me on my blog, one after another. Jesus has said clearly in the bible that if we follow Him, the world will hate us as well, because the world hates HIM.

so, how have u been? exams coming up, busy? do take care.

cheears

your friend SW

Anonymous said...

dear siew wai,
Well, things like this make u a better christian i suppose. Keep strong to your faith. People like hmm, i forgot his name, its good hehe, like me. I dont know about him, but i take this things as a challenge. Yeah Swai, i have been alrte, been pretty tired and exams again coming up. How i wish i was at the beach looking at the wonders of God. Feeling it. And yeah siew wai i hae msn, my id is diablolimp@hotmail.com.You will be very surprised who i am actually:-)

NightSky.
Hugs.

siew wai said...

errrr my goodness u mean i actually know u? sigh, no more mystery... :)