23/10/08

I sat down and had a look at my 2009 calender. I dunno since when my life has been 'governed' by diary and calender...

3 weeks of mission course in January

Change job in February

4 big courses interstates over 4 weekends in Feb/march/april

research paper to be published

My brother gets married in March

Hopefully an interview with the Surgeons College in June

Hopefully a 2-3 week mission trip in September

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.....and endless nights of study

and work...and work....

I won't have time for myself...for church...for friends and family.

I feel so weary looking at these. Sometimes I feel like opting for an easy way out....maybe just be an emergency physician? only 5-6 years of training...hassle free.

But if it is God's will, He will surely make a way for me won't He? =)

The battle has just begun.

Looking at potential obstacles does not help us. But looking at God the author and perfector of our faith is the only way to go.

I trust in You , My Lord.

If I make it through, it will be all by His grace.