for Chris

Thank you dear for the 3 years that we spent. It was the best and most beautiful 3 years I ever had. I thank God for placing you in my life, even just for 3 years, my life has been enriched in every area.


I have no regrets, some may say 'what a waste of 3 years.', to me, it is never a waste. It was a great fun with you. I am so privileged to see your change and growth, i am so privileged to participate in your life even just for 3 years, and ran alongside you. I am so honoured by your transparency and honesty with me. You were not ashamed to admit your weaknesses/struggle to me. That's the beauty of this relationship. I know who you are and what you want, and vice versa. So it is never a waste. You were alwys there for me, to share with me in all the moments of discouragement, pain, sorrow and joy. Thank you dear. The relationship is so beautiful, you were and will indeed still be my best friend.


If there's ever any regret, that would be I have not been kind enuf to you. Forgive me of my wrongdoings against you and I am glad that you are very forgiving.


Dear, you are very special. What attracted me to you? It's the softness and sensitivity of your heart. That's a special gift from God that's not possessed by many guys. Your childlike faith for God amazes me. Your humility has struck an arrogant person like me, God indeed has used u to teach me humility as well as sensitivity to ppl.


Loyalty and determination is your virtue. Remeber we always said you are an observer and an analyser while I am a blind folded ox. You always see the big picture, weigh all options and opt for the best and safest; whereas I see only from one angle and dash into the dead end and get hurt. I have so much to learn from you.


Dear, always remember you are a great man of God with a destiny awaiting you. All that you've been thru in the past was specially planned by God to make you to be who you are now. I've seen very few ppl of humility and you are one of them.


We are so differnt in almost EVERY way,the things we like/eat/read/want and the way we think etc. That huge variety of difference has added beautiful colour to my life,and I learned that I m not the only species on earth,I learned to accept and embrace differences.Thanks to God,thanks to u.



Of course we fought. There were times when we sat in the opposing corners of the room in tears asking God and each other if there's any way out? I guess thru many arguments we discovered more of each other. Surprisingly after 3 years of fighting, as I look back now, we only grew more in love with each other. I begin to believe, any couple(Christian couples esp) should honour God and God will make them at peace. Now I do believe ppl of different worlds can love each other, and that flows from the love of Christ.



3 most beautiful years passed. To end it is indeed the most painful thing in our lives. But I agree with u, this is part of our journey. God used me to teach u, and He used you to enrich my life. Purpose accomplished. I m VERY proud of you that you chose to obey God's will. I admire and respect you for your courage and determination to call for a break, in order that God will accomplish what He wanna accomplish in each of our lives. They say true love is about letting go of each other for the best. I would not have the courage and big heart to let go of you, if it wasn't you who did that. You did that because you wanted to release me to fulfill the calling of God in my life. You are a true man of God, a real leader.



Im not sure what the future is like but I have a strong feeling, as we break up, we suffer for a short while but we will see more glorious wonders in future. I believe we'll continue to grow in love, not carnal love but the true love that is built in the love of JESUS, that love lasts forever.



No matter which mission field I will be in, which jungle/tribe I will go, I'm sure you'll support me, and VICE VERSA for your ministry. Im so proud of you. Im so thankful of you. How gracious God is, He lets us break up at the peak of our love, through intense suffering each of us is drawn near to HIM. Now that you've seen the big picture, your journey in God is gonna be exciting.



Rmember you are my BEST FREN, your problem and joy are mine. The mode of our relationship's changed, but the foundation has not, it'll flourish in God's hand, bigger than our imagination. I love you deeply my dear. I don't care what ppl think now. I want you to knw, you are the most special man I've met. Man of God, man of integrity, man of love, man of faith, man of character, man of wisdom, man of humility.



God bless you, my love.